Numb

Yes it is cold but this numbness is more emotional. Doing the right thing paid off. I was able to clear up a situation up that most of my family won’t even listen to me about to understand that there is anything to be concerned about. The ones who do listen blow me off and continue believing they own something they don’t. Not too terribly long ago I cared about what people “back home “thought. Those days are long gone. I feel lighter already.

The plan at this point is to clear all the legal stuff up and step away. I will always love my family however I don’t have to allow them to hurt me to show my love. I am frustrated and well just annoyed as I sit here reading over a few new e mails from back home. I spent the day chasing down information because it was well demanded of me. That was not the smart thing to do. I will never get this day back it is gone. The reason this frustrates me so much is because it was an issue that really had nothing to do with me or the things I am trying to accomplish. On top of that fact, I realized once I got to the bottom of the inflated ordeal the brow beater who had sent me on this wild goose chase had the information the entire time. I did not have time for the mind games or the emotional terrorism today.

I sure wish the rain would ease up. After I floated the car across an intersection on my way home from school yesterday it has started making a weird noise. We are hoping a belt is just wet or something like that and it will fix its self. Would have taken the truck but we only have the parking pass sticker on the cars so I would have had to walk from off campus or I would have had to go round and round in the parking garage. I don’t like that place at all its creepy and people drive way to fast in there.

Oh CC saw the orthodontist the other day. We are looking at braces in the next couple of months. Have to have a tooth pulled first she is not going to like that at all. She is a bit excited about getting to pick out the colors that will go on the braces once they are on.

Oh great news. The repair guy came to the house today and fixed my kick butt treadmill since it has been messed up for a few weeks. It seems that the Nordic track folks have made bunch treadmills that the belt is a bit too small. I will get busy testing it out shortly.

I really wish I could get that Nation wide jingle out of my head.
Nationwide is on your side.ha ha  now its in your head.
Hope you all have a wonderful weekend.